so even though yesterday was mine and chris' one month anniversary it was really hard. there were people saying that we can't possibly know that the other is amazing or wonderful because we only talk to skype and that it takes years to really get to know each other. i didn't think it would be that hard for me, but it was. it made me realize that my relationship with chris is going to be harder than i ever thought. we are going to continuously have people nagging on us because we live so far away. i really hope that things get better once i go out there. then maybe people will believe me when i say that chris is an amazing person and that i love him. because then for 5 days we'll have a normal relationship. maybe that will be enough for people.
since we've been together i haven't had a day like this. i literally couldn't stop crying while we were skyping and talking about it. i just want people to be on our side for once.
so chris posted on his facebook how upset he was and how much he hates seeing me cry and that it makes him cry. his friend jessica commented on it and said that everything was going to get better and that she saw this quote and it made her think of us...
"I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."
that is literally me and chris to a t. we may not be near each other but we love each other so much and we can't let each other go.
i can't wait to go to NC and see him. i know i say it all the time but i can't wait to spend 5 days with him. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT!
